REAL METAPHYSICS 2018-01-01T20:45:27+00:00


The picture is depicting a human climbing a magical ladder towards the heavens while transforming itself into an abstract form of a soul. A fitting metaphor for the evolution concept in Real Metaphysics.

Michael Leopold Lukas Willmann – “Jacob’s ladder”


pre scriptum

In this text I summarized some of the most important points I learned in my researches of Real Metaphysics. I will add & modify this text with time as this is indeed a very crude & brief summary. The intricacies are literally infinitely complex indeed!
This essay is based on the experiences & findings of Mediums/Channelers/Astral Travallers/Spiritual Seekers. Of course they make errors, because they function as a filter through which a higher-dimensionally-focused-source has to express itself. The same goes for Astral Travellers. You can only experience & express through yourself, so if you want to come closer to Real Metaphysics you have to change yourself, especially your believe structures, which are hard as a diamond indeed. I tried to circumvent the idiosyncrasies of my sources by extracting the findings reported by more than one source.
Real Metaphysics is my term to separate the true metaphysical facts from the field of logically derived speculations of philosophers called “metaphysics”.
Real Metaphysics 101 is an introduction into this field.

*spoiler alert*

What is a Soul? What is God/Source?

A soul is an Individuated Unit Of Consciousness. It is part of the overall multidimensional, metaphysical existence aka god aka source aka love. Like everything it is made from the source’s “flesh”. A soul has free will. A soul is on its way to learn/experience the source, being part of the source means it learns itself, but on the contrary to the source a soul can not assimilate all this infinite love at once. It is just way too much – that is why it has to do it step by step. So over a course of nearly infinite lives on all kinds of unimaginable physical, un-physical, abstract, WTF-planes of existence it learns its way back. It is like a stone thrown far, far away from the source, by the source itself and now this stone embarks upon the the journey to find its way back to the source and while doing it, it accumulates a lot of experience/skills & forms with it a new, idiosyncratic, original, Source (God). The details of the Source-Soul-Relationship are not out yet – it can be the case that we are sources already & we thrown ourselves far away from this knowledge in order to experience a journey from the start like some boss, who went incognito into her factory to find out authentically about the working conditions and in order to do it properly it forgot who it is, but this is a speculation as we are in post-real-metaphysical terrain discussing this. There is way too much stuff going on in our close metaphysical neighborhood already. No need to rush. As far as I heard/read even old, experienced Souls living dat multidimensional live & who seem like Gods to us don’t know what the Source really is = what they really are. Even they are still at the beginning. So while growing & finding our way back our focus of consciousness broadens, so we can process more and more realities/dimensions at the same time. Together with the possibilities & power, the responsibility for other Souls aka Source-Consciousness-Fractals grows.
This is where the topic of the Soul-Age comes in. Here are some attributes of an old soul: empathy, love, self-reflectiveness/criticism, awareness, generosity, curiosity, fearlessness, ability to hold a strong & stable focus on a certain event/outcome/action no matter the surroundings, ability to change its own believe-system flexibly, metaphysical powers etc. An old Soul exercises all this attributes naturally & not strained at all (= not morally-guided). It doesn’t need to make an effort to love strangers e.g.. It does it effortlessly. A young Soul lacks in all this areas. Now guess why we collectively fuck up the Earth. It’s also not a matter of intelligent or not intelligent. Many politicians, business-people or people with power in general are very intelligent, but have still quite young souls. To be clear: the Soul-Age has nothing to do with the Physical-Body-Age! A child may be more mature soul-wise than its parents. This is quite a big one, but even without those facts it is clear that the education systems around the world are flawed. A child has to listen to & respect its parents even though the child might know better, only because its body is young. There is no such thing as Soul-Age in our common sense. The relationship between children and parents is not symmetrical. What if we would regard children as (possibly) mature souls who have to re-learn the basic stuff first before engaging in their own plans for this life? Instead, at school children are plastered with topics that don’t interest them. There is no such subject like “find your pre-incarnate skills & current-life-plan”. If a Soul planned to be an artist in this life it first has to struggle through 13 years of maths, when the very basics would be enough (and vice versa).
Where do the souls come from? There is no one answer to this. There are “homegrown” souls, who started as plants, then progressed incarnating into animals & humans. Then there are “Wanderers” – old souls from other planets/dimensions who don’t necessary need the Earth-School, but came here only to help. With its development-state at the moment, the Soul-Collective on Earth sends an automatic “SOS”. The word gets around quick through the Multiverse and some Souls feel compelled to help. Its like you see someone on the street collapsing. The Wanderers take a risk, going also through the Veil of Forgetting (see below) and often get sidetracked, not knowing what their mission here is. They often feel separated & alone, not fitting in. There are many more possible circumstances of a Soul-Origin & history. It might even be just a curious alien metaphysically passing by, wanting to try it out just one time! Naturally this type of Soul would behave extremely strange learning for the very first time how an Interactive-Earth-Experience really feels/functions. The majority of the Souls on Earth are residents having experienced already dozens or hundreds of lives on this planet. Yes, even the racist, homophobic douche from the street. You need quite some lives until you get to the “douche-experience”.

P.S.: Consciousness, Soul, Oversoul – there is no definite definition. I have not enough information to explain the interconnectedness between this three concepts. It seems the soul sends a part of itself to do the Earth-Experience, while also remaining back in Non-Physical-Matter-Reality (NPMR). Consciousness can be called the earthly part focused on this life. At the same time Consciousness is everything. There might be a misunderstanding – people calling earth-consciousness “Soul” and the part in NPMR  “Oversoul” – I am not sure.

Love & Fear – Expansion & Contraction

You can feel the basic principle of consciousness’ expansion and contraction in your life on earth. In your joyful, loving moments you are aware of many things around you & you can manage them fast & efficient – it simply flows effortlessly. Being induced with fear makes you contract inside yourself. Everything seems grey, foggy and closed up (try introspecting yourself during rage or depression). Living in fearful desperation there seems to be no way out. In conversations you may stumble in fearful reflection what to say or not to say or how you appear. It is not pleasant to converse with a fearful soul. A creative, fearful soul might then prepare reaction-patterns so it can fall back to them to cover up the sticky-icky fear. To the attentive conversation-partner this patterns can seem suspiciously bright & loud. More of a re-enactment than the real thing. It may seem like a person is not really here with you. So it is different from person to person how much of the soul you really get, how much closer or far away a soul is during a contact. It is a delicate art to spot the soul-status, e.g. a talkative, outgoing, seemingly joyous person can be in reality something quite different than the patterns she/he presents to you. Dependent on the age of a soul (not body!) this patterns may seem very obvious or undetectable. With some experience you can feel if a person’s soul is really here with you or if you get just a little part, that is, you can feel how authentic the person is. In similar vein one can also feel the age of a soul. There are many kinds of fears, which in turn are many kinds of lessons how to handle love. In extreme cases other souls can suck out your life energy (this is where the “vampire”-myth is coming from). You feel totally drained after just one hour of conversation – even if it was a “friendly” one! In this case you find a possibility to learn how to close yourself off without fear. On “the other side” in non-physical-meta-reality you can/will meet souls who are much higher developed so if you approach them you feel so humbled & so much love that you can’t stop crying. The emotions are overwhelming. Like suddenly meeting the love of your life after missing it for 10 years on an overdose of MDMA. So in order to communicate/navigate efficiently & coherently again you have to learn how to “close” yourself without fear. It comes in handy if you learned that already on earth. Just one tiny earth-lesson-example out of xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx. On earth you often have to deal with a stressful situation – in Non-Physical-Matter-Reality you can always move away from it instantly, which in part you learn on Earth.
This, my concentration on contraction/expansion, came out from a side note. Fear itself is more interesting. It stands behind all negative mental energy (all the negative stuff beside bodily pain). We learn here on Earth how to dissolve all this unnecessary fear & the way of the Earth School is to offer many fear inducing circumstances. Fear is not always bold & tacky. It can be very sublime. It can linger in the background very softly letting you live your life happy enough. One way of eliminating fear is by going through your core believes – you might find some useless junk there. Lessons about fear are lessons about love. It also helps if you know the meaning of life & existence. 🙂

Brain & Soul

Brain doesn’t generate consciousness, but it reflects it! It acts as an auto-morphing vessel, like a balloon, a constraint for consciousness. If the liquid changes its form, like freezing to ice, the balloon changes accordingly. A balloon with a big hole can not contain any liquid – the liquid flows out, but is not lost. It goes on existing without the balloon’s constraint. On the other side, If you (de-)form the balloon, the liquid follows its movements. This is an answer to the old Top-Down-Bottom-Up-Problem in philosophy of mind. Out of the brain-consciousness-cooperation stems the misconception that the brain produces consciousness  (aka Soul-Energy).
When a soul wants to incarnate again it chooses the body & the brain (DNA-potential) accordingly to its own Soul-Evolution-Plan guided by the question: What is yet to learn, to experience? This decision is reflected in the chosen brain incl. the hardware problems of this particular brain/body. Sometimes it is a compromise & you just roll with it. Now if you had a fucked up childhood this gets reflected in your consciousness and in your brain.
The Consciousness-Soul-Energy is much more powerful than the brain. That is why one can call the brain a constraint. If you incarnate on Earth, you gotta play the rules of the Earth’s hardware & Physical-Universe-Logic (laws). That is another reason for the misconception about brains producing consciousness. In Physical-Matter-Reality (PMR) – hardware (matter) is more prominent than software (consciousness) – especially in our “western culture”.

Body & Soul

The mystery of the placebo-effect is something quite natural in Real Metaphysics. Your body reflects your consciousness. Basically that is enough to understand all variations of “placebo”: from not working at all, to full recovery – how strong is the focus of the intent to achieve illness-less again through the “medicament” (placebo)? The ill person probably didn’t have any intent to get ill though – what about that? Your soul speaks through metaphors, so your body will have an metaphorically, intimately-appropriate illness. E.g. I had throat-problems all my life & all my life I had the feeling I couldn’t speak my mind. My thing is to analyze every situation, person I come in contact with & myself since my consciousness bloomed this life around. Naturally I have a lot to say about everything, yet I do it rarely. Often you’d have to ask me explicitly for information. Some situations my in childhood drifted in the direction of speaking & fear & shame; though very slightly and so are my throat problems – nothing serious. Nowadays I still can’t speak 100% freely out of the angst to hurt someone or get hurt myself. The society is not there yet & I am not strong enough. I think writing this essay & posting it publicly (risking being ridiculed) is a good direction.
If you think it really through it is a big pill to swallow. You may have some friends/relatives who died of a terminal illness. Why did they experienced it? Genes, outside factors… The role of a victim is much easier to take. And people still beat their damn illness even in the last stage, sometimes. Body reflecting consciousness leaves many possibilities open. It might be a complex of unresolved life problems – especially ignoring them is the real problem; a fading will to tackle accumulated problems head on. No target/mission to look towards. By the way all this information can be bad for some people if misunderstanding occurs. I just hope it reaches mature souls. One could panic by overthinking it, having fear of fear & more fear that this fear would damage the body & such nonsense. It takes decades until the Soul decides to apply such harsh methods as heavy bodily feedback. Generally the soul will try many other strategies before a terminal illness, e.g. on a mental level like feeling bad mood, fatigue, depression, anger, etc.. Some people simply achieved everything they planned in this live & want to move on, but a suicide would be unnecessary overblown – not honoring your temple, the body, so they choose an illness even without being fully aware of this decision, but digging deeper without fear would lead them to this realization. Again: being a victim is easier on your whole family/friends. Also some children didn’t want to get old. That was their plan from the start, planned together with their parents who wanted to experience this deep, incredible loss, while learning how to let go or not. There are as many reasons as all the manifold possibilities of creative play between consciousness & body. Being a real victim is much, much more rare than generally regarded in all kinds of bad situations!

The Veil of Forgetting

Earth is a planet where we forget everything metaphysical upon birth. You forget two main circumstances.
1) Your past lives & your plan for this life.
2) Your role & connectedness to the Source-Energy.
Forgetting all your past lives makes it possible to concentrate on the current one. Your Soul is still your Soul so you bring everything with you to this life in terms of levels of development in all the different areas. Forgetting the connectedness makes all the bad things possible: anger, sadness, fear, lovelessness, therefore many unique lessons become possible, for example learning through polarities. It is one of the main specialities of an interactive Earth-Life-Experience and one of the main reasons why it is quite a bumpy road.
Still, most children remember a lot from, at least their last, past life. They start forgetting when they grow up. While still knowing nobody asks them and materialism or better: Non-Real-Metaphysicalism eliminates any possibility to communicate with children about this topic. And still there are enough children documented being very verbal & explicit about their past life, even in atheist families. There is a whole science branch researching this phenomenon. If you are interested in this topic you can find enough material online. Here, just two examples:


As you might have guessed: Death is not the End. It is a re-focusing of your consciousness away from Physical-Matter-Reality (PMR) to the adjacent dimension of Non-Physical-Matter-Reality (NPMR). This dimension envelops ours. It is like a parent-dimension. Time functions differently over there (see below @ “processing-speed”). The confusion around Post-Death-Experience comes along with its very personal, idiosyncratic appearance, but there is a certain logic behind it. Atheists for example experience “nothing”. A believe about Death is consciousness itself that is why it manifests itself upon Death. If you believe nothing will happen, you will experience blackness, void, all senses disabled, but this doesn’t last for long. There are other Souls assisting the newly dead souls & they have their own tricks how to lure you out of this atheist-cocoon-state. They do it slowly & carefully as this can be quite a shock for an atheist. They have to infuse an atheist with a believe giving hints & cues so it opens itself to the “new” surroundings, slowly accustoming – well, not really new as this soul experienced it many times in the past – the remembering creeps in. Maybe “remembering” is equal to merging back with the (over-)soul, which remained in the NPMR during your Earth-Experience – I am not sure on this one. Either way your “individual I” remains continuously intact. The real, complete dissolvement in consciousness is faaar, faaaar, far away. Before this lay infinite adventures.
The Overall-Consciousness-System (God) is very careful not to intrude into Individuated-Consciousness-Units so you generally don’t get any overpowering change of your consciousness. You have to make all the work yourself.
“You create your own reality” is one of the general mottoes of existence. And it is much more evident in Non-Physical-Matter-Reality (NPMR). There, manifestation happens fast & direct as it is not buffered by physical matter. You are consciousness swimming in consciousness & your experience will be specified by your consciousness if you want it or not. This is also the real reason why all this esoteric-spiritual “be calm, aware & self-reflective” impetus exists. It’s also the reason for meditation being the core metaphysical exercise on Earth. If you can’t be calm, aware & self-reflective in the NPMR, you will create instantly tons of trash-reality which in turn will disorient you & induce fear, this fear creates instantly even more dark trash reality and down goes the spiral… This is also why the Physical-Matter-Earth-School is an efficient school. Here you learn slowly as everything is buffered by the slow & cumbersome matter. Your consciousness creates the reality very slowly (I need a “slowly”-synonym). So slow that you often don’t realize its potency in reality-manifestation. With reality-manifestation I mean more than through the body alone (wanting water –> going to the tap), but actually metaphysically arranging probabilities of future events! This type of events will occur seemingly random, “with luck” to the spiritually untrained mind & as “synchronicities” to the more attentive mind.
This is where heaven & hell come into play. People who believe in heaven & angels etc. will get heaven & angels – this is how it will appear to them. Higher developed Souls will appear as angels. Hell is where Souls focussing on the negative polarity reside, being trapped in their own Emotional-Thought-Loops. Nobody judges you. You direct your consciousness & you judge yourself. All Hells are very personal, self-inflicted Hell-Loops which the Souls re-live times and times again. Often Souls who were trapped in a negative Emotional-Thought-Loop on Earth don’t even recognize that they are dead. They replicate the circumstances, the whole loop around themselves. As an Astral-Traveller or a disembodied soul you can visit such Souls in their loop and watch them or try to interact with them. This is even an “official” job one can do in NPMR: getting souls out of their loops. It’s called “Soul Retrieval”. Quite a tricky task as you can’t just go ahead and say: “Hey, you are trapped in a loop you don’t enjoy. It’s time to change!” The trapped Soul will regard you as a “crazy stranger”. You need a solid, clever strategy & creative manifestation skills to slowly guide someone out of their loop. As a social worker it is part of my job here on Earth to help people who are trapped in a negative Emotion-Thought-Loop; to teach how to recognize a loop and get out of it. At the end only a Soul itself can change itself. Nothing can be inflicted. As like attracts like, positively focussed souls & negative focussed souls get together to co-create: Heaven & Hell (the vintage versions or the future high-tech versions, your taste). Oldschool, Christian believers e.g. will meet in a co-created, oldschool Christian Heaven & Hell with Jesus, Abostles, Angels, Saints, Satan et al. Same goes for every religion or believe.
The Overall-Consciousness-System loves efficiency. It might sound un-romantic, but it is much more efficient & interesting to let souls develop further & further on their own instead of having lots of chunks of singular-life-experience-information. OK, now I start philosophizing. Lets go back to the facts.
*spoiler alert*
Upon Death you may see your body and the surroundings from outside the body (“Enter the Void” – style). This is well documented by many Near-Death-Experience-Reports as well as by Astral-Travellers/Mediums/Channellers.  Then you “travel” aka change the focus into NPMR and according to your believes a reality as clear as this reality on Earth is created. But, you will not reside inside a fantasy world! Objective & subjective reality are melted into one conglomerate, but you still retain your beloved individuality. The “objective” reality reflects your subjective consciousness instantly, presenting you with with a Reality-Manifestation-Interface which you can share & co-create with other souls. You won’t be alone for a long time anyway.  Your old Soul-Friends and -Family will meet you & assist in healing any earth-experience-trauma and help with the transition/acclimatization/remembering. You can enjoy all the comfy, beautiful & exciting high technology on the other side while “traveling” around, integrating everything you learned in your last life. You also do a main “life review” – looking at your choices, their influences on other Souls & different probability-paths. Then, based on your development-levels in different areas you decide yourself what to do next. It’s very likely that you will choose to incarnate on Earth again to continue your learning-program, to take care of the neglected areas. You will then plan accordingly your next incarnation: where, in which timeline, in which family, which body, which soul-friends to meet, which main dramas to play out together etc. During the time on the other side you can also contact your, still living, friends & family through Channelers/Mediums, dreams or when you are calm & open it is possible to receive/establish a connection during meditation or meditative states by yourself. Often your loved ones on Earth will feel your communication like “spontaneous” thought/image – intrusions, while being sure, that they come from their fantasy/imagination.
Karma is a distorted concept, but there is something similar in this vein: During all your Earth-Lives you make soul-friends & you make mistakes. If you make a very big mistake in PMR, like non-consensual physical & psychical violence outside of planned dramas, & you die sometimes later, in the NPMR you will feel like you have to make things right. So you will try to plan, possibly together with this other soul, how you could help. Karma “weights” – it is your TO-DO-List. In religion this concept got distorted into judgment & punishment by God. You don’t get any points for doing “good things” either. Only if doing those good things is reflecting your actual consciousness (not forcing or pretending with a different agenda than the joy of doing the good things) you get the reward of, yes… higher consciousness (more power & possibilities)! See below for more on distortion of Real Metaphysical Concepts by Religions.

Psychoactive Substances & Consciousness

What is the role of psychoactive substances in this picture?
There are consciousness – expanding & contracting effects. Both can be used appropriately to the situation you are in. With consciousness contracting substances (opiates, benzodiazepines, alcohol, etc.) you can numb your physical (bodily) and psychical (fear) pain. With very mild doses of alcohol you can expand, drinking more contracts your consciousness. This is why a memory blackout occurs. It is not that you were fully aware, but forgot what happened the next day. Introspect yourself during an evening of heavy alcohol drinking: The consciousness removes itself from the “here & now”, then buried emotions & thoughts start to bubble up, coming into focus, now that you removed the fear/pain-blockage. Sometimes feeling less feels better – this is the addictive part of alcohol. Drinking more, slowly you are becoming an inconsiderate robot – mostly fun to talk to for other inconsiderate robots. Apply this to heavier drugs accordingly. For some limited time hard drugs will make you feel fearless. This complete removing of the sublime fear-slime can feel amazing. Some people find the experience induced by hard drugs simply boring. Metaphysically speaking by treating fear with drugs you stand still in your development, because you don’t use the situations as learning opportunities – the very reason they are existing! Still here is no moral code of good drugs/bad drugs to be proclaimed. All experience is worthy, valuable experience. In hard drugs one can find an effective way to learn about addiction. Or how does it feel to be bodily wrecked & then elated the next moment, times & times again. Lots of interesting, intensive encounters with shame are also to be found here. The (over)soul is neutral: do what you want & handle the consequences/learn.
At the other end of the spectrum are psychedelics (Psylocibin-Mushrooms, THC, LSD, MDMA, etc.). During your trip you get more information, more awareness – it feels larger than life. You experience new things, new powers, get new angles at your whole life & your particular, intimate problems. The problems don’t go away; they get more pronounced! That is why such substances can be used for psychotherapy & at the same time trigger a latent psychosis in a bad set & setting.
DMT (Dimethyltryptamin) is different from all other substances; being at the same time one of the basic, natural building blocks in all life forms on earth, molecularly more primitive than the rest of the Psychedelics and the most potent psychedelic by many orders of magnitude at the same time. After trying it myself I came to the conclusion that it is not a psychedelic. You get no hallucinations. You don’t have “trippy thoughts” or a stream of creative metaphors. You are as clear & aware as it can get. At the same time you are literally grabbed & transported to the Non-Physical-Matter-Reality no matter if you have your eyes opened or closed – if you want it or not (after taking a certain brake-through-dose). After talking to & reading reports from people who don’t consume any psychoactive substances, but do Astral-Travelling the similarities between DMT & Astral-Travels became striking. I located my personal experience to the “in-between level”. You cross this level when you die & when you start your Astral-Travel to Non-Physical-Matter-Reality. It is the next adjacent level to our Physical-Matter-Reality. Even though it was “only” the bridge, I won’t try to describe the visual side of my experience, because it can’t match with our vocabulary made to serve inside Physical-Matter-Reality. It is so utterly new, mind-blowing & hyper-real, that I almost shit my pants out of fear and excitement (keep in mind that I am an experienced Psychonaut & supposedly nothing is too crazy-wacky for me). I’ll try to give you a hint about the auditory side though as it entails an interesting connection to yogic practice. My strongest DMT-Experience was very loud. At the beginning you hear a very loud buzz-tone getting louder & louder vibrating through your whole body. Before DMT I experienced it during one meditation: A vibrating areal (“energy-ball”, or -wave) was moving through my body, until the whole body was full of buzzing energy. It feels very strong & heavy, nothing you can wave aside as imagination, similar to an electric shock, but not so “shocking” – pulsating for minutes. I was so excited feeling this, that reflection, then slight irritation/fear crept in and the vibration subsided. Instead I should have kept my consciousness open (the word-labeling by the mind away!) & mildly  curious without getting too excited in order to proceed further. Very similar experiences were described by Campbell, Monroe & Kepple, but they proceeded even further. The main, “felt” part of this vibrating energy took place in the low frequency region, a sound I heard somewhere before… – well, isn’t that the origin of the good old “OHM”? So by concentrating on the “OHM” in a yoga-practice you call this vibrations into reality, tuning/focusing on it so to say. It is not just some calming sing-sang for stress-management. On DMT, when the transition is over & you get to the “other side” aka NPMR, additional “music” enters: like 1000 alien voices speaking into your ears. Very interesting & complex. I never heard something like this on Earth. This could be “future music” & of course I will incorporate this experiences into my music. I spoke with an Astral Traveller about this & she confirmed the very same experience (without any psychoactive substance). She said that it is normal on this transitional level. An other thing was very interesting: The experience was like a learning game. It was very confusing until I managed to calm down, then I could see/enjoy/experience everything efficiently & calmly. This was a reward. As soon as I was getting clear as can be, what I saw frightened me because it was so otherworldly & literally real. Immediately confusion aka fear entered again, expressed by the DMT-Roller-Coaster-style of manifestation. And again I exercised the delicate “calming muscle” (= steering my focus myself, instead of being at mercy of the surroundings) with success & was overwhelmed again by the experience. All the time I heard this strange sound-art-alien-music, which gave me feedback accordingly to playing the game. Exactly this problem aka training program is described by Frank Kepple in his collection of posts (see below) & by Thomas Campbell. Both never took any psychoactive substance & were technically minded, intelligent, originally atheist, sober persons reaching the NPMR. Quite interesting, even fucking exciting similarities! I think we have here the root of the buddhist/yoga practice. Instead of incorporating the calmness into a capitalist-lifestyle of efficient working or the profane: “be calm & you will be happy” – total control & expansion of your focus/awareness is the main navigation/being – skill in NPMR!!! That is what you exercise on Earth, because Earth provides a slowed down experience being buffered by matter! I see here a clear intersection between Religion, Real Metaphysics, Psychedelic Experience & the Meaning of the Earth-School-Experience aka the motherflipping LIFE itself – the very, holy grail of Philosophy, sadly missed by Academic Philosophy nowadays. Of course it was to be expected that “Everything is Connected” – the riddle was the “how/why” & it still is :-). Coming down from my high horse, apparently I barely scratch the surface here. But I scratch something.
DMT is being researched by our earthly Science also (Strassman, R. “DMT: The Spirit Molecule” ) – the amazing thing for me is that it is released in masses when people die & also plays a big role in sleep. I consider it the chronologically last interaction between brain & consciousness, during which the brain reflects the consciousness leaving aka changing the focus to a non-neurochemical-constraint-form.

In this area of “Psychoactive Substances & Consciousness” four hip scenes are operating:
1) Real Metaphysics // Esoteric // Mystic
2) Empirical Science
3) Researchers & Users (Psychonauts) of Psychoactive Substances
4) Shamans
Unfortunately they don’t connect that well with each other.
In the Esoteric Scene drugs are considered unnecessary, at best giving a glimpse of the actual possibilities, but at the end you gotta get rid of those training wheels. At worse those substances are stumbling blocks in the personal consciousness development process. Many realized (enlightened) Yogis proclaim to be high as fuck all the time with zero psychoactives, but being still able to communicate & act coherently.
Empirical Scientists don’t like Mystics & Esoterics, because “it’s all bullshit and not cool, real, proper science, which makes a real change in the world, discovering how real things work & stuff”. Also they can’t fuck around much with psychedelics because they are slaves of the governmental regulations.
Psychonauts are not really into the Real Metaphysics, because they are often brainwashed by Materialism themselves so they will make an attempt to reduce their beautiful experiences to neuro-chemistry or the boring, old “empirical psychology” or “crazy fun”. They have not much knowledge on Real Metaphysics and can’t categorize their experiences properly. If you have a rigid believe-structure God can sit on your face & you won’t recognize it.
Shamans are the only ones researching both Psychoactives & Metaphysics, but their concepts & vocabulary are too oldschool to communicate in the 21st century and build a Real Metaphysics Science. Also they tend more to the healing side, instead of understanding/analyzing… & they are pretty damn good at their job.
Because of this circumstances this whole field is pretty abandoned.
P.S.: DMT is as strong as a Psychoactive Substance can get. There will never be a substance beyond DMT on our Earth. This is the very last frontier. Please be cautious. Yet, this is the most natural state. One can achieve it without any Psychoactive Substance at all! It is before death and after death. It’s just unnatural to be thrown into this state out of a metaphysically uninformed & untrained, earthly life in mere seconds. Experiencing a DMT-Trip can give you a lot or nothing at all, but confusion and fear. The status of your consciousness-development weights more in this calculation than DMT itself. It is not an “auto-enlightener”. Living Life on Earth and facing your daily problems fully aware is an “auto-enlightener”.

Here are two fun reddit-dmt-nexus-citations of citations about comparison of Psychedelic & Meditation-Consciousness-Development-Practice:

“Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche took LSD on at least one occasion (he was known for breaking precepts) and said that taking LSD in order to reach enlightenment was like trying to take a jet plane from your living room to your kitchen” – user: michael_dorfman

“Terence Mckenna said in a talk that he gave several years ago that he gave DMT to a high Tibetan monk and the monk said “This is the lesser lights, the lesser lights of the Bardo. You cannot go further into the Bardo and return. This takes you as far as you can go.” The Monk claimed it was a real and authentic experience.” – user: phoresy // user: speakeasy

You can learn more about psychoactive substances on the following pages:
EROWID (Documenting the Complex Relationship Between Humans & Psychoactives)
MAPS (Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies

P.S. 1: I want to mention that all Astral Travellers referenced here didn’t use any Psychedelics at all, not even recreationally. Also, some people are not affected by Psychedelics in the slightest (e.g. Maria Bauermeister, 2011).

P.S. 2: The funny thing is, that from a metaphysical perspective the interactive-earth-experience itself is a drug! All the different roles and thereby learning-, growing- & experience-opportunities are addicting. Even though I said “funny” its also quite serious. Souls may deviate from their original plan to graduate the Earth-School or simply checking out the Earth; instead they do infinite lives for of different reasons. In the following video Robert Monroe talks about this…


What is Earth’s place inside the metaphysical infinity?

Such physical plane as our Earth is rare in the overall existence, because it provides the experience of extreme separation from the knowledge that you are an immortal soul nested in a metaphysical fractal of the source on the infinitely long way to become a god/source herself through experiencing & learning. Earth is highly regarded because this separateness makes it possible to experience very deep positive and especially negative emotions. The creator/source/god or a part of it created Earth as an experiment how far from light can souls survive. How do they do it? What new skills do they develop? This experiment helps the overall evolution of all consciousness/source/god/creator. Our metaphysical neighbors who developed the skills to travel through dimensions of consciousness experience the earth as “dense”. Souls incarnating on Earth are like metaphysical coal miners. The job is hard & dangerous, but very important to everybody else. It is also a school. Earth-Graduates are highly regarded in the overall existence and they also recognize each other long after leaving for good & continuing somewhere else. There are nearly infinite physical planes with planets similar to Earth but without the “you are born & forget the metaphysical common sense” – obstacle. Souls embarking on Earth-School-Programme are regarded as courageous & high-flying in general. Every soul incarnating on the earth does it 100% voluntary!!!


Because in 99% of the incarnation-scenarios we are obliged to forget our connectedness to the Source after birth many nasty things happen. All of the earthly unplanned drama is due to this grand forgetting paired with the low development of the students. (Planned dramas, even some quiet haaaaarsh stuff, gets played out in consent by all involved souls to enable a certain development – or as a service/help/assistence for development.)
So it is only natural to ask why?
Why all this depression, hate, drama, killing, hunger, violence, destruction, rape etc., etc. ?
Why does the Source-Consciousness allow such bad stuff to happen?
Isn’t that horribly unjust & perverse?
Many people close this line of thinking with: so there can be no loving God/Dource. We are born into this evolution-existence-parcel with our soul being a function of body/brain attuned to surroundings, both coming to an end together post mortem.
In reality it is really hard for us to comprehend, but all this drama ain’t that bad once having finished a particular life aka dying aka transitioning back to home aka going on intermediary summer vacation after School’s out. It is more like a hyper-realistic movie, even though if it’s horror – it is still a moving, exciting experience afterwards no matter how horrible the horror was.
– But little children dying of hunger or violence – how can this be exciting? What sick shit are you talking about?
Well, souls are much less victims than regarded in our society. Souls know of the difficulties lying ahead in their incarnation as they plan these beforehand, but they often underestimate how deep & visceral it really will feel once they’re here – without the metaphysical common sense, totally disconnected from the Source. So sometimes they take on more than they can handle. That doesn’t mean that all this horrible stuff is justified either! One of the main subjects of the Earth-School is polarity. You learn what good/love/source is through bad experiences with fear as your teacher. That is why we choose Earth. Looked upon from the other side all this horrible stuff is whether good nor bad. It is just experience. Earth is a school, more like pre-school & not an university, that is also another reason for all this mess. It is a hard Elite-Pre-School, where you learn a lot very fast, but mostly the hard way. And you know how children can be… Many young Souls have to learn a lot before getting to the love-non-ego-side. And many young Souls make it for other Souls very hard to live a joyful, hunger-free, violence-free life. But then again, after getting to the other side the life-experience traumas will be healed with the help of our metaphysical family & friends. Over there it is also much harder for the perpetrator than for the victim, because his negative actions reflect his consciousness-level. Tied to this is another tricky point to understand. It is not the good actions that you do that are important, but the intentions behind it. The intentions reflect the current development of your Consciousness/Soul. E. g. if you do Mother-Theresa-style actions, but only for your reputation or your karma-points or even your development (trying to force it through “good” action) – it will backfire. Your Soul will try to talk to you through emotions, thoughts, everyday circumstances & finally if you won’t hear through illness. If you will feel unsatisfied with your life & you ignore it long enough the Soul will reflect that inside your body with metaphorically-appropriate illness. Metaphors are the language of the soul aka the higher self, which in turn is the part of you, only residing in the metaphysical realm while you have this very convincing physical reality experience. That is why some people will continue to be sick no matter how perfectly you heal them or people will heal miraculously if they start to listen to their Soul & change, no matter how sick the body was (see Anita Moorjani). There are exceptions to everything, but nearly all illnesses & many cases of death are chosen by the Soul aka by you. Now & then there is a real “too-soon-death”, because of our messy, industrialized plane & free will of plagued souls, but even most of the tragic deaths are pre-planned. That is why you will often find circumstances around death of your loved ones fitting if you have the capacity to analyze calmly after your mourning. Dates, names, places, times around the death of a loved one – all can be orchestrated by the departed Soul for a last metaphysical wink. Souls of the departed can appear in dreams of their friends exactly at the times of their deaths even though the friends know nothing about the death. Of course the science will conjure up the Occam’s Razor, which cuts off swiftly everything the razors operator doesn’t believe in, because, well… that is more straight forward than reconstructing your whole dogmatic believe-structure.
… but still telling a grieving parent the loss was pre-planned doesn’t cut it. Also not 100% of all dramas are pre-planned. At the same time there seems to be a paradox: If a particular life-drama-plan is not in my current consciousness as a conscious decision – I feel as a victim (by myself?) again. The power of the self which all spiritual traditions highlight gets undermined. I am sure this paradox can dissolve if we learn more about Real Metaphysics. How does the free will of an individual Soul mingle with the Soul’s plan which in turn was forgotten upon entering the Physical-Matter-Reality? Another principle makes it easier to understand the Theodicy-Problem: The Overall-Cnsciousness-System (God) is very careful not to intrude into Individuated-Consciousness-Units so you generally don’t get any overpowering change of your consciousness or circumstances (which most of the time reflect your consciousness & plans for its development). This is why God “leaves everybody alone in misery”. Intervention would undermine the whole existence of the hard training-program of the Earth-School + violate your free will. From time to time it does it anyways, especially in real, pointless victim – situations. There are many reports of magically resolved accidents (without a scratch), regarded as random, unlikely big pile of crazy luck. In all other situations the Consciousness-System tries to give you indirect hints of how to deal with the problem.
I close the topic of Theodicy with a quotation by Seth (channeled through Jane):
“I was once a mother with twelve children. Ignorant in terms of education, far from beautiful, particularly in later years, with a wild temper and raucous voice. This was around Jerusalem in the sixth century. The children had many fathers. I did my best to provide for them. My name was Marshaba. We lived wherever we could, squatting in doorways and, finally, all begging. Yet in that existence, physical life had a contrast, a sharpness greater than any I had known. A crust of bread was far more delicious to me than any piece of cake, however well frosted, had ever been in lives before. When my children laughed I was overwhelmed with delight, and despite our privations, each morning was a triumphant surprise that we had not died in our sleep, that we had not succumbed to starvation. I chose that life deliberately, as each of you choose each of yours, and I did so because my previous lives had left me too blase. I was too cushioned. I no longer focused with clarity upon the truly spectacular physical delights and experiences that earth can provide. Though I yelled at my children and screamed sometimes in rage against the elements, I was struck through with the magnificence of existence, and learned more about true spirituality than I ever did as a monk. This does not mean that poverty leads to truth, or that suffering is good for the soul. Many who shared those conditions with me learned little. It does mean that each of you choose those life conditions that you have for your own purpose, knowing ahead of time where your weaknesses and strengths lie.” (Roberts, 1972, Chapter 22: Session 589)


Obviously talking about Real Metaphysics I have to comment on the oldschool world religions, as they seem to be responsible for the “metaphysical stuff” at the moment. All world religions were started by self-realized, enlightened people. “Self-realized” in the sense of exhausting everything they had to learn on Physical-Matter-Reality-Earth. After their last departure the disciples converted their living examples into dogmatic, rule-driven often misinterpreted believe systems. Another problem is that all the world religions are old. The metaphorical dramas around the leaders like Christ, Buddha et al. were played out for the old times, in old terms about old problems regarding the old states of development of the souls having physical matter experiences back then. All the leaders were real & the magical wonders they created were real. This powers are intrinsically available to everybody & all the leaders told this to everybody, but at the same time you have to be a matured, experienced, old soul. The last life will be special for everybody of us, but many souls live it silently – nowadays you get locked up in Area51 pretty quickly after your on-water-stroll. Not everybody has to create a new religion in the last life or do something obviously BIG. In the very last lives of the Earth-Life-Cycle the transition begins. You will start to see things, like auras or information about life plans of humans around you. You can teleport your mind etc. – all this is theoretically possible now, but you have to have a certain insight how this whole existence works & much determination at the same time expecting nothing, being open to anything, without any believes blocking any possibilities. Transforming your own believe system is hard when you have been programmed in a limiting way by family, society, culture, science etc. You have to be absolutely fearless, relaxed, full of love & at the same time having a still mind & a strong, determined focus. All this you learn during your many lives on earth. Many world religions are full of fear, dogma & misinterpretation even though the original, living seed was good & true. Here is an example: the Caste System in India – Before incarnating nearly every soul makes a plan according the needs of the soul-development for its upcoming life: choosing parents, being rich or poor, living here or there, meeting certain soul-friends who incarnate in the same historical timeline, choosing a historical timeline, occupation, dramas etc. This facts were perverted into “You have to stay in your own Caste & people from higher Caste are not allowed even to speak with people from lowest Caste.” (not a citation, I made that up), which is of course total bullshit as it violates the free will & sucks the love out of living together. Jesus was telling us that the church is inside yourself + love yourself & everybody else & it got perverted into an old dude who is the boss living in an absurd gold mansion finally allowing us to use condoms in the 21 century… There are religions which did not got distorted THAT far, like Zen or the general Buddhism or Yoga-Schools (the Meditation-Schools from India, not the western fitness Yoga) but even they inherit many misconceptions. Meditating all day in a cave would be detrimental for the soul development of the majority of the souls! As a teen I wondered about “Nirvana” – I don’t want to get into the total emptiness – what kind of end-goal is that? Actually Nirvana exists right at the beginning of an Astral Travel Trip. You go into meditation & making your mind still leads you into Nirvana, where you can apply your focus to jump start your Interdimensional Astral Adventures. “Easier said than done” was never more true! Basically you have to fall asleep, while keeping your consciousness awake & crystal clear. That would lead us to the metaphysical status of dreams, which are not “just fantasy”, but I save it for another time, because I have not enough information right now.
For a better understanding of the purpose & the style of the dramas played by real-existing, religious masters I present a citation by Seth, who describes Jesus feat. the 12 Disciples: “Each of the twelve Disciples represented qualities of personality that belong to one individual, and Christ as you know him represented the inner self. The twelve, therefore, plus Christ as you know him (the one figure composed of the three) represented an individual earthly personality—the inner self—and twelve main characteristics connected with the egotistical self. As Christ was surrounded by the Disciples, so the inner self is surrounded by these physically oriented characteristics, each drawn outward toward daily reality on the one hand, and yet orbiting the inner self. The Disciples, therefore, were given physical reality by the inner self, as all of your earthly characteristics come out of your inner nature. This was a living parable, made flesh among you—a cosmic play worked out for your behalf, couched in terms that you could understand”. Here is an example of one character-metaphor: “Judas, for example, was not a man in your terms. He was—like all the other Disciples—a blessed, created “fragment personality,” formed by the Christ personality. He represented the self-betrayer. He dramatized a portion of each individual’s personality that focuses upon physical reality in a grasping manner, and denies the inner self out of greed”. (SETH SPEAKS The Eternal Validity of the Soul Chapter Fourteen Session 560, November 23, 1970 page 243). Nowadays such a “real, fleshed out parable” would seem antiquated. With all the over-hyped media-sensations people are used to more explicit, bold statements & would miss this rather sublime metaphor.
I sometimes hear/read people telling proudly about being an atheist, because religions are responsible for so much bad & overall stupidity in the history. This people mistake the Source-Consciousness (God) with Religions. Just proclaiming “I don’t believe in a God” without any context would mean you don’t believe in existing – throwing the baby out with the sweet babyjesuswater. Our Universe is not a closed up energy-system-bubble floating inside of nothingness (I don’t know what atheists believe precisely, but it tends into the direction of impossibility of direct interconnection between the infinity & soul). It is constantly… Every single, tiniest moment is kept alive (online) by the Source-Consciousness-Energy. The metaphysical, mystical, infinite, creative, love, force. It could delete everything at any moment, but the Source loves us. Our Universe is couched inside it. It is it. By the way: the resolution, the processing speed of our Physical-Matter-Reality Simulation called “Universe” is the speed of light! So our Universe at least is discrete – one of many old questions solved.

Metaphor & Imagination – A Hyper-Real Interface

It turns out metaphors are widely underestimated. They are not simply figures of speech. It is a hyper-real principle. For example in NPMR you will encounter the “objective world” colored/formed “metaphorically” by your own consciousness – a built-in, automatic consciousness-visualization device, turns also out be a manifestation device by directing your consciousness. On Earth (PMR) you can use metaphors as an interface to access information you couldn’t otherwise – a metaphysical search engine! To give you an example concrète: Somebody visits you with a request to find out what is wrong with her body – is there any illness present? You imagine this person as a white-light-body and ask (focus your intent) the Consciousness-System to show any illness as black dots. If your intent is precise & clear & your focus strong & you are calm without any thoughts swirling around you will get the correct answer shown to you in your “imagination”.
So it turns out imagination is widely underestimated as well. Imagination can lead you to NPMR. The transition between the good, old imagination and NPMR is seamless. That’s why it will be easy for a metaphysically uninformed to misinterpret any information coming from NPMR as “just my imagination” & thereby blocking the path up to NPMR. Example: You do your own, visually guided meditation, like “sitting on a bench on a hill in beautiful landscape”. If you concentrate on the details & have a calm mind you will stumble upon “events” you didn’t imagine yourself. Like literally somebody saying something to you in your ear. Now, if you can manage to not be thrown off by fear caused by this sudden & unexpected occurrence of a voice in your head, maybe accompanied by a visual source of this voice coming outside of your imagination, you can zoom in on the source & land in NPMR (which is the same as a DMT-Trip or Afterlife or the “parent-dimension to ours” itself). Sounds bollocks? Yeah, I know, I’m serious though.
Of course the obvious thing is: Why isn’t it common sense then? So it can’t be true. How was this overlooked? Why does it come out now? How can thousands of super intelligent thinkers & scientists miss this huge thing, the “big stuff”? It might even seem ridiculous. Imagine it like this: Meditating/Channeling or Astral Traveling is like learning how to ride a bike, except this bike is invisible, hidden inside your consciousness & everyone around you is telling you, at least indirectly, that it doesn’t exist! Even if you manage to break through this believe-walls & try it for the first time, you will fall down. Will you try it again? Probably not. It will seem senseless & embarrassing having even the thoughts that such a hippie-dippy-fairytale-bullshit might work. Welcome to our civilization! When I tried some yoga-exercises for the first time I was thinking something like: “Imagining a “Kundalini-Energy-Snake” moving upwards through the “Energy-Chakra-Points” – WTF is dat? How can I imagine something I know nothing about? And I am not here for my imagination anyway. I wanted some big magic trips immediately. So I lost interest soon, but I didn’t give up on the topic, researching & reading all the time. And I continued to meditate from time to time without the help of imagination. Now I finally get the link between meditation, imagination & the “big stuff”. You have to pretend first even though it might seem stupid. You can pretend to channel & at first it will feel that the questions are coming from yourself. What a waste of time, haha, but keep at it and you will finally find the rabbit whole if you have enough courage to go through. Last night I was trying to channel before sleep, asking for connection to a Guide then I heard very clearly someone coughing. It was distinctly outside my imagination & outside the physical room/world I was in. It was very funny. As I have “control-issues” it will be harder to let myself go for a connection (also the reason for my fear-clenched-ass DMT-Experience), that is why the Guide is approaching slowly & with humor. Nowadays I can enter the meditative space & feel it distinctly. It is far from just sitting calmly. It varies from time to time, but generally I go through the following:
sitting in something similar to the classic “yoga-meditation-position”, but with a pillow behind my back comfy or lying on the bed,
then relaxing all my muscles incl. the face-muscles
then I look at my usual, normal train of thought which presents itself
here I am at a crossroad:
following this train of thought into the “normal thoughts – tunnel” which will lead me to where I am all day long
or I might get sidetracked by great ideas popping up in this relaxed state
or, what I am really aiming at: go down the other road aka real meditation aka the bridge between PMR & NPMR.
As we are not used to a silent mind it might even seem like an oxymoron: How can I experience (process) anything without the mind?
This is where many meditation schools are sloppy. You take the mind with you – you don’t eliminate it, but you leave its everyday-tunnel.
It will always linger in the back & that is OK – it even helps later on.
To leave the boring old mind-tunnel you have to compensate first. This is the root-reason of Mantras! You fill the mind with a repetitious word in the mind’s own language: the language of words! It took me a while to make this connection, first I found this technique automatically – it “came”to me: I would talk jibberish in my mind and all normal-word-thoughts were overpowered by it. I filled my mind-buffer with jibberish so to speak, so I could not follow my mind into the normal-thoughts-tunnel. It is a conscious effort & you have to keep it up. I manage to keep it up until strange things start to happen to my body or visual/auditory field. Being thrown of this jibberish-horse I need to re-concentrate & try again. Many times I was seduced into the normal-thoughts-tunnel. If I manage to keep at it, even for 10-20 quality seconds, I will get to the “hazy phase” aka the fog (described also by Frank Kepple). It’s OK – I don’t really like it there, but sometimes I get stuck in the haze. In the haze I see hazy visuals & audio, often of situations I never been in, sometimes I speak to someone, but upon reflecting what I just said it vanishes. It is similar to a hazy dream, but I know that I am sitting, meditating. I pop sometimes through the haze like through a bubble & on the other side it is smooth, cool & very clear, I feel concentrated/very ware & my mind calm. I could sit in this stage & on the border to the next, “3D Colored Clouds Stage” for one hour without any slight boredom. “3D Colored Cloud – stage” (one of Franks descriptions: “I’ve often seen whirls of color that look like clouds in the Physical. It feels like being in a thick fog that is whirling around you that is all different colours. Only I cannot actually feel anything like you would feel air resistance on the Physical. I just see them whirling around me.” Frank Kepple: All posts compiled. p. 184). Why did Frank call it 3D Colored Clouds? First I thought about CGI-style Clouds somewhere few meters before me, but meanwhile I realized what Frank probably meant is like something I experience is like something is passing in the PMR before your physical eyes. In the beginning I was opening them in excitement, but nobody was there. Additionally it takes up a notch into colors flipping, but not in a distance like looking at visuals, but right in front of you, through you. The colors/hues/brightness flips & turns & twists right inside your eyes, accompanied by ripples going through the whole head & body. This could be the Clouds Frank described – my Clouds are also colored & 3D.
I didn’t manage yet to go consistently beyond  the Clouds-Stage (beside my “meeting the team” – experience) as their heavy physical presence distracts my focus, automatic reflection kicking in, leading me back into the normal-thoughts-tunnel. Robert Monroe called this stages “Focus 21” e.g. (but that doesn’t mean there are 21 focuses/stages).
Back to the topic: It is a little tragic that children are brought up to underestimate the value & power of imagination. During all this stages one should use imagination as a focus-concentration-helping-metaphor to navigate into NPMR, e.g. the metaphor of “going up” or imagining bright light, love, expansion with a mental focus on “connecting to a guide” helps the guide to connect to you. It is of advantage to express your aim/wish of what you want in NPMR as clearly as possible. Without clear focus you will continue to float in one of the stages. An interface needs to be used – it won’t do it for you. Frank Kepple observed that of course if one does not know what one can do in NPMR one has problems imagining/focusing on it before. It is an important hurdle to overcome & it can be overcome because it is a natural state. We can choose to experience it.

Conclusion – Life according to Real Metaphysics

– The motto of existence is: “You create your own reality.” & it is much more literal/direct/potent than our Earth Collective (society, culture, science, law, politics, common sense, etc.) supposes at the moment.

– Purposeful creation is only possible if you know yourself very well. At least be honest/sincere/authentic to yourself. Talk to yourself about your fears & your wishes openly. It is even better if you manage to be authentic to people in general, which is quite hard as you open your “weird core” to possible hostile attacks. You know the dream-trope of standing naked in front of the class… one can work slowly on overcoming this fear.

– You create already right now & you were creating all along. That’s why your daily life is a metaphor of your consciousness. This is more true the older your Soul is. If your problem is: “not having enough money”, try to live like you have a lot of money. Sounds paradox, yes, but everything, every tiny movement of your consciousness counts as reality-creation, so if your consciousness is focused on the sad fact having not enough money all the time, you enlarge the possibility of continuing having not enough money. Same goes with everything else. Create reality by affirmation of the desired outcome & not the negation of the un-desired one! Example: An Orthopaedic Specialist working with old people should concentrate on smooth, beautiful joint-movements & not on “fighting a disease”. Because a concentration on “fighting a disease” entails the following: 1. it is a hard fight, so it has to be hard per definition & the patient will make it hard 2. it gives energy to the disease manifestation, because the creation knows no negation: no disease = disease, because you concentrate on both the “no” and the “disease”, pumping (fear-)energy into its existence. The Overall-Consciousness-System takes every movement of your consciousness seriously! Now, the neurotic type may be trapped in constant paranoia after taking this information seriously. A re-programming of your consciousness guided by Real Metaphysical Theory (RMT 😉 ) entails some pitfalls. That was/is the core-value of secret societies & master-disciple-relationships: to maneuver around the many pitfalls you need an experienced Guide in PMR who has done it herself.
What I think I missed to tell is that everybody has a Metaphysical Team of Guides. This is another job aka love-service in NPMR: being a Guide for someone during her-his Earth Experience. Contact to Guides is possible in:
Meditation (ranging from hazy movies/irritating clues up to full 100% conscious, “full reality”-mode in NPMR),
Creative Flashes,
Dreams, Day-Dreams,
I saw my team in one meditation session very clearly (about 10 mins in, 100% sober, morning). They helped me out of a depression-episode immediately. Direct contact inside PMR by Guides manifesting themselves happens very rarely. Though they can make things disappear, odors appear, fuck around with electronics etc. & of course arrange meeting-possibilities by contacting Guides of other persons on Earth-PMR who may become thereafter key-personalities in your life, known as “fortunate circumstances”, “coincidence”, etc..

– Try to be tolerant to the young, wild, immature, egoistic, dogmatic, intolerant, fearful souls. Everyone has to pass through this ignorant, violent, douche-stages of soul-development. The age of the human body is not important in this regard. There is no need to preach Ethics or try to convince/force Ethics upon the young souls. It will only provoke anti-movements. The best you can do is to meet such ethically incorrect people patiently with love & understanding. By giving them a living, good example they will change themselves & their Ethics will follow (not the other way around).

– Earth-Experience is an exciting, real, fleshed out simulation, presenting you with a School of Love by confronting you with many types of fear.

– Pay attention to the feedback of your surroundings (your daily life). If you don’t feel good, examine why, but don’t dive too deep. Write down the situations. Here you will find the underdeveloped levels of your consciousness. You can be highly developed in one topic & very immature in another. The Earth-Life-Experience shows you where some fear is left. Feeling good is not the end-goal though, but a symptom of the right track. Don’t concentrate on the bad feelings, but don’t deny/ignore them either! They are simply signposts for your Earth-Curriculum.

– If you want to accelerate your soul-development & metaphysical skills try meditating. Start with 15 minutes/day. Don’t do more than 2 x 30min/day (30 morning, 30 evening). Do it without expectation, do it joyfully. The actual development takes place in your daily life no matter how boring it might seem. Upon feeling continuously unsatisfied for months consider changing your life. If you think it is impossible, you have a couple of blocking believe-walls installed. Have a go at localizing & reprogramming them.

– If a bad mood is overpowering you for a couple of days, like it happens to me sometimes, consider the purposeful overcoming of this mood a metaphysical weightlifting workout, because it is. Often the mood is propelled by the chattering mind, try to shut if off for a couple of seconds (forced, express meditation. There may appear some resistance as the mind will chatter against such moves of yours. To get control back over your mind aka precise, efficient consciousness-navigation is your workout-target. No Pain, No Gain.

– Astral Traveling is the future High Technology. There is no need to build rockets to visit other civilizations.

– By reducing the Entropy of your Consciousness (learning how to be calm, aware & focused on an intent = in full control of your consciousness) you choose the path of LOVE, which is a metaphysical energy also being more real than generally supposed. In fact LOVE is more real than Earth itself. On this path you will get more “ethically correct” automatically without any theorizing or straining yourself. This is natural, effortless LOVE.

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On the Horizon

As we live in a world dominated by materialistic, atheist/agnostic forces with “science” as our religion, this “science” will have to show us the way into an Age of Enlightenment 2.0. The physics being  at the forefront of science will inaugurate the change this time. Tomas Campbell estimates a big change coming up in the next 20 years. He, being a physicist himself, proposed experiments which can be done in university laboratories. He predicted the outcome of this experiments which can be falsified/verified as usual. Upon verification the notion of our Physical Matter Reality being a “virtual reality” will be proven, all past paradoxes/problems of Quantum Physics resolved & this news slowly spread into society which needs decades to make sense out of this findings. The first question will be: Where/ by whom is this “virtual reality” computed and from this point it can lead slowly into the magnificent world of real metaphysics incl. the real power & purpose of souls living the human experience.
Below you can watch a video of Tom presenting his proposal for experiments to the general public. For the scientific community Tom wrote an essay describing the experiments making it available for criticism & reproduction by laboratories: “On testing the simulation theory”, 2017. As Tom has not enough money to execute the experiments by himself, please share this essay with any quantum physicist you might know interested in doing groundbreaking work.

Real Metaphysical facts mostly stem from the following sources:

Mediums = Persons channeling interdimensional beings, e. g. through stepping away from their body & letting the spirit inside talk through the body using the intellect & language (resources from the medium). Or the medium paraphrases what the disembodied soul communicates them standing “beside”. Higher beings coming through are souls who are somehow connected to the medium’s soul and/or to the Earth in general, because they finished this school or similar style of school & know of our difficulties + are connected emphatically to our problems. This can be souls who are still not finished with the Earth-School as well.

Examples of Mediums & teachers I trust:
Varda Hasselmann & The Source
Jane Roberts & Seth
Jamie & Erik
Natalie Gianelli & Dr. Peebles
Paramahansa Yogananda (Kriya Yoga)
Swami Sri Yukteswar Giri (Kriya Yoga)
Lahiri Mahasaya (Kriya Yoga)

Astral Travellers = Persons who can leave their body by tuning their consciousness outside this physical plane & into the next surrounding plane (the term Astral established itself in the esoteric community) from where this physical plane originates & where we go after we die & from where we incarnate back to this physical plane. On the Astral plane they investigate by visiting different sub-planes & communicating with the residents. Afterwards they make conclusions about the nature of reality. Although all Astral Travelers I know claim that this skill can be learned by everybody – it is still a very hard & delicate skill to learn. It requires a certain intellect, soul age and uncompromising dedication if your soul is not mature enough. Don’t worry – at the end of your earth-cycle, which consists of many lives, this skill of astral-communication will come easily. The fact that the official sciences & 99% of the Earth’s population regard this as nonsense doesn’t help with developing this skill & real metaphysical science in general.

I didn’t spell out all the possibilities & implications of Real Metaphysics by far, e.g. you can go out of your body, visit your friends and describe them afterwards exactly what they did/ where they were with all the peculiar details you’d need to prove to yourself that it is real. But all Astral Travelers I know agreed that this is one of the most boring uses of these abilities and all moved quickly to the real Astral Traveling through NPMR.

Overall: Channeling, Astral-Travelling or “Out of Body” – Experiences, DMT-Trips, Deep Meditation, even Death are all basically the same. It is “just” a directed change in the focus of your soul aka an Individuated Unit Of Consciousness. One is never really here or there or even travelling. It is always morphing consciousness. I use the expression “Astral Travelling”, because there is a whole scene, a discourse behind it, but you can call it however you want. “Astral” means simply that your consciousness is focused on Non-Physical-Matter-Reality (NPMR), the first levels just outside of Physical-Matter-Reality to be precise (there are infinite other levels “past” the Astral). If you are a militant anti-esoteric you can find your own expression for it. Maybe you can see now more clearer why Tomas Campbell calls our Universe a “simulation” or “virtual reality”. It is not fake or insignificant, but there is a more fundamental reality from which our Universe gets generated & sustained & it is our actual Home Base.

Examples of Astral Travelers & teachers I trust:
Robert Monroe (an atheist most of his life Robert then stumbled into Astral Traveling experiences without any apparent reason – he thought first he was going crazy)
Tomas Campbell (atheist physicist wanted to try meditation to improve learning in the 70’s, then got sucked through meditation into Astral Traveling by himself automatically, while continuing working as physicist)
Frank Kepple (remained non-religious & anti-esoteric deep into Astral Traveling, but you can’t run away from Real Metaphysics for too long if you Astral-Travel.) 😉
Rob Gauthier & his Alien Friends (meditated obsessively, then started traveling different planets, communicating to his soul-family-member-aliens & channeling them while Astral Traveling.)


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– a series of audio tapes (free download) recorded & accompanied by Robert Monroe with people during their Astral Travels. This is legit, historic, awesomely interesting, infinitely underrated material, but you need dedication to plow through the redundant parts.

SETH – SEARCH ENGINE – Searches through all the volumes of channeled Seth-Material. A little bit like googling through post-reincarnation-cycle wisdom.

RA – THE LAW OF ONE – SEARCH ENGINE – Searches through all the volumes of channeled RA-Material, another metaphysical soul collective residing in NPMR.

EROWID (Documenting the Complex Relationship Between Humans & Psychoactives)

MAPS (Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies)

MY BIG TOE – (Tomas Campbell’s Homepage)